I am trying to become beautiful.
I am so unhappy with myself. No one will ever look at me and think I am beautiful and want to be with me for the rest of their life. I don’t want to give up on that, but it just isn’t happening for me. I am trying to change myself, but at the same time, why do I need to change for other people.
I have put on so much weight since last summer. I am so upset about this. I need to restart everything again.
OMG I am so fat.
I will never be beautiful enough